In any city, in any country, go to any mental institution or halfway house you can get yourself to. Go up to the front desk and ask to talk to someone who calls themselves "The Holder of Maternity". The person at the desk will look away and start singing a lullaby. You must keep asking them 'til they answer. When they do, they will take your hand as if they were a lost child. They will lead you to a blue door. If it is any other color, run. DO NOT look back. If it is the blue door, carry on. However, this is your last chance to change your mind. Your guide will ask you one last time if you are sure.
If you are, then just keep walking. You will walk into what looks like the entrance hall of a house. There will be children's drawings on the wall but they will be unusual, horribly depicting the worst events that have happened in the past. As you start walking up the stairs, you will hear children's laughter. If they are singing, hide anywhere you can and wait until they stop. If you do not hide in time, you will feel hands pulling at you, scratching you, pulling you into the ground where you will be taken to a place worse than hell. If you did hide in time or they were laughing, just keep going until you find a door that looks like the one from your bedroom.
You will walk into a room exactly like yours. Your mother will be sitting on your bed. She will pat the space next to her, indicated you to sit down. Just stand where you are. This is not your mother and you will feel that this is not your mother, something is wrong. It might be something obvious, like a missing eye. But maybe it will be less obvious. You might just feel something is different about her. She will stare at you.
You must ask her, "Who gave them life?" She will tell you about how they came to life and their whole life. She will then smile and come up to you. You must close your eyes, otherwise, you will see her body start to rot and decompose and it will drive you mad. Once you feel something has been put into your hand, you can open your eyes. Leave, but do not look at what is in your hand until you are back in the mental institution or halfway house. It is a ragdoll stained with blood.
The ragdoll is Object 1030 of 2538. Don't let the bedbugs bite.